Zim and other oddities.

Today I have vbeen watchign invader zim a lot, a ol cartoon well, oldish, it was funyn and random. Rare these days, so it got cancelled naturally, otherwise ive been playing online games, City Of Heroes, and Second Life. it helps pass the time. I still et the feeling something really good and great is going to happen at any moment, that cant be bad can it :D. And it will happen, something good is coming, and it will blow me away. Sorry that my review of Alien v Predator 2 never came, but it will, just keep waiting boys and girls, anyway thats all for now, not a lot happening but it will happen, I am going to perhaps post another poem and well sign my visitor book thing, if you visit my blog. And please feel free to contact me or talk to me, I don't bite..much. Have a ncie day till next time.

Not a lot

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Anyway moving on, whats been happening today, mmm lets see I went shopping today and will soon be watching alien v predator 2 so expect a review on that soon, it gives me something to write about and of course it may suprise me, I don't have much hope for the film though, after the digrace of the first one.

Today.

I am really struggling to stay positive, it is a real hard fight, but you do what you have to, i'm just focusing with my mind be positive, every bad thing has many good consequences, sorry if my spelling is a bit out, I am having a rough time in my braincase.

But yes I shall be posting more odd writings soon, maybe some art, we will see, I am jsut struggling right now and trying to keep myself occupied, I hope you are all doing ok out there.

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Visitors please sign my cbox, thank you and anyone who wants to chat feel free in email anytime, and well ive been working on a poem, No not n a huge goth way :P this is how I get my emotions out a little and this has some relivance to a little story im writing.

Beware The Voices Within.

I’m not here to break you down
I am here to take your soul
I’m not here to hurt you
I just want to take control
I am the apple of eyes, I am the bringer of your demise.
Ill be your dream inside your sleeping time
I am the one that picked you up.
Just to use in my special way.
I crawled from your darkness promising light, stick with me you’ll be alright.

I’m not here to tame you
I will dominate your mind
I’m not here to be you friend
I will listen to take my notes
You will trust me, trust me and let me unlock the vaults to your heart
But I promise you I will tear it apart.
I’m not here to care for you.
I will smile as you cry on your harth, I shall break you down without a sound, I shall tear your little world apart and I promise you’ll hate me cross my little black heart.
I’m the fear you always knew inside your mind
The monster that hid under the bed, the one that feeds on the undevine and unkind.
I am the darkness from within you
I am the one who will swallow you whole.
I am your nightmare come true, I am the future for you.

I’m not here to be good, or to be your friend, but I shall push you all the way, to your unwanted end.
I am here to be everything to your soul, to be the whispers the sounds that give me your control.
I am the illusion of your mind
The whispering voice inside your heart
Your hate me but love me too.
As I make it all fall apart, but you know don’t you, we can never really be apart.
You and me will be as one, I am the bullet and you the trigger of the suicide gun.

Ill be inside ill break your heart
I cant help being what I am,
I am the nightmare brought to life.
The fixation with me will tear your little life apart, but don’t be worried now, your suffering will make me smile you see your suffering warms my heart.
I will be the bringer of your light
The demon in night, the warped voice inside your head, in your nightmares, under your bed.
I will be the darkness that ends your life, the bitter pill the cutting knife.
I will be the terror in your heart
No oh no, I’m not here for you.
I’m not here for you at all.

You will think that I am the voice of reason.
But that is the lie I sell to you.
Your surrender to me makes me stronger, your surrender to me makes you commit self treason.
I am not here, to guide you.
I am here to destroy your soul.
I am the voice you fight, I am the sight you fear, I am the doubt the deceit you perceive in those you hold dear.
Know the truth know what I am, know that this was my plan.
You walked into my web, you didn’t fight, and now I have ruined your whole life.

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So yes dear readers, please, beware the voices.

Writing.

So not much to do at this time of the morning other than to go on to writing, I cant sleep so i may as well do some writing. Something to do with one of my sci fi story projects I think, then maybe I'll start on some art work and hopefully by then be so tired I pass out.

And now moving on to a does of randomness here we go.

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This is my frist time trying one of these blog things, may not be my last time, lets see how it goes, so hi everyone.

So lets see how it goes, well at the moment i'm learning a tough lesson and discovering the art of possitive thinking, stop expecting bad and wait for the good. Things are going to be awsome.